Till now i guess , you never understand .

你不知道的事.你不知道我为什么离开你,你不知道我为什么狠下心,多的是 你不知道的事,对不起 我却没捉紧你.

Maybe i push too hard . 

Its was all my fault from the start . I guess , the problem always lies on me :) How i wished something could enlighten me for now . But still i can't find the holding pillar of my life :) Nah , don't worry , i kind of getting used to this already :) 

Just wanna say , i am sorry to cause any hurt to my love ones . 

& it wouldn't repeat anymore . 

Gonna work harder than the rest , cause i am just gonna be some kind of blind person walking down the streets . With no goals and aims for the rest of the journey , cause i killed all my dreams and hopes , being a billionaire > i could just dream for the next next life . :D I need to give up on studies already , thats what the only choice i am left for huh . Guess i will walk the route i am supposed to . And not objecting what YOU think is best for me :) 

Goodnight , sweet dreams :)