Sometimes , i felt different .
I wanted some peace , how i wished i could live at the island with no technology ,
Only some scenery for me to enjoy and stay .
How nice could it be .
Sometimes when people try so hard but getting nothing at the very end ,
Makes people so tired that they feel like giving up .
Each time i thought i am over it , but still i guess it never ends .
Thats what life could be all about huh ?
I felt that you never really understand me in the first place .
Standing too much in people's view can be tiring too .
i am tired already , So sick and tired huh .
How i really wished , its the end of the world .
Who else would be the last standing with me .
It may appear nicely pack and all , who know its just rotten apples .
For me , i tried changing , always did .
But i guess , what i did , was never enough , That may why , i never get what i deserved huh .
Some people only treat me like a substitute , i guess some may know who you are la .
No need to say more .
Some would just take me for granted , yups cause its free , isn't it .
Sigh , Deep down . .