Monday, October 11, 2010
I just don't have the mood to go school .
i hope everything gonna be fine as soon as possible .
I don't have the mood for anything .
I hope its not too late to make something good for a change .
I hate the feeling of waiting , nobody will understand the feeling .
i felt miserable , its like you wanting to see somebody yet you can't anything.
When you need somebody , yet he is not there , when you wished to .
when you need hugs , you can only imagine .
when you need someone to talk to , you can only talk to things .
you have to put on a smile , even if tears are flowing .
the kind of tore heart feeling , who will ever understand .
Guys said that girls are bastard and all , but ask yourself , have you ever tried the feeling before ?
if you didn't , you can jolly shut the fuck up .
You guys will never understand right . Try it yourself & you will know what i mean .
I don't want to make any promises this time round ,
its not like i am saying i will flee with somebody else .
its i don't want to hurt people with empty promises .
Even rainbow cannot brighten up my days now .
I don't wished to go school in this state seriously .
my mind is full of everything .
I am trying hard to hold back my tears , i don't know how long i can hang on .
Who will understand ?
Today is the last day , i spending ,
what will tomorrow be like , i really don't wished to think about it .
Exams finally over for you , yet there is not time for me .
what am i supposed to do .
After tonight , tomorrow gonna be a nightmare for me .
I love you , Seriously .
Gonna pray real hard this time round .
Please , don't leave me alone again .