i Swear that the min i step in to Chinatown ,
My heart was trembling like Fuck !
Listen to the judge talking . Oh my , waited for so long .
Until Name was called , everything came to a standstill .
i was like stun la , till the talk was over .
i begin smiling non-stop . who will understand this joy & happiness ! :D
Went to Cantoment - Toapayoh- home .
I am in a confusing mindset now .
I kind of think tht treating people good , is not a good thing .
Fuck man , Fuck everything !
Gonna find something to chu qi , before i keep Swallowing & soon i will be a volcano .
i will blow up anytime very soon !
Alot of things are corrupting my mindset
nothing i do , is going right for me .
the hurt i am gaining , is like neverending dream to me .
Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you !
