Hello People :)
Went to meet Yinghui today .
Then Zai Shawn And Junguang .
Went to bishan with yinghui at night ,
then went home .
Steffi Lim :)
I know You wil be reading this .
This one is for you :)
Its the heart that counts , babe .
I know i see you lesser and lesser each week .
But at least i know you care :) & lastly i love you :D
Its okays :)
I trying my very best to give you all the love i have .
I am left with none now . I felt tired at times .
Sometimes i really feel like sleeping the whole entire day & not waking up the next day .
I felt like i am left with nothing.
Nothing at all . i lost , i really lost it all .
I bet it with my whole entire love & now the heartaches is back .
But now i felt numb , very numb .
I am like left with no places to go .
No where else .
Being independent again ?
i am tired of faking a smile each time .
I used to have alot of things to do , to kill time .
but now , i felt bored with life .
there is nothing to do , but to waste my time away .
What to do life is getting as meaningless as it can be .
Alot of things have been happening to me .
i don't know how to cope it .
i sed to be the one telling people ,
Don't think too much , think of the bright side and all .
but now , i realise that it has no help at all .
It doesn't help . It doesn't cure .
I used to have alot of love in me .
I feel warm and happy , but now its like so cold and empty .
All i can say is , People may see the outer part of me ,
what inner part , only those who know me well ,
understand what i am thinking ba .
I am falling deep . Where were you , when i needed you the most ?
i tired to be there always for you , but you ?
Whenever i am down , i have my sisters with me ,
even if they are not , they care for me still .
but What i needed most now was just love .
Pull me through . but there ain't any ,
i become very shag nowadays ,
i cannot help .
You used to promise me to be there for me everytime when i need you .
You would show me love and concern .
& even when i don't need you ,
You would be smiling back at me .
& now ... i guess i am just alone .
its always like a battlefield .
Sisters ,
We used to said that we would live together one day ,
different kind of dirty things hanging on the bamboo , with different colours ,
& we will be sitting there laughing at that hanging bamboo .
We used to play with cloud writing our name , making shapes ,
We used to go to church just to EAT good food :)
We always slack at 99c , banging the machine ,
Eating at 94 , Smoking everywhere .
After school , same routine .
talking about hot guyss topic ,
every week we would have HOT topic To talk about .
& i know i am the lousiest .
Steffi is the most disgusting one ,
Yinghui is the most nosiest ,
Valerie would always be the most daring one .
Jasmine would be the most huggiest :)
Xueni will be the most sotong one :)
Although now we are busy finishing our sentence .
Don't often meet up and so .
But we wouldn't drift apart :) i believe :)
So many different kind of memories.
& i will always remember how we met and what comments we have for each other ,
when we first met :)
hhaaha :D Enjoy reading sisters :)
I love you , always have been :)
My love Journey
