Today I post this .
Just to send a little message to a person and that person will fully understands what i mean .

Looking back , It will be a waste .
But moving on , i find something missing through .
I used to think everyone around me , i understands them fully .
But till a few incidents happened , i realized I'm wrong .
People change , leave and forgot .
But the ones that had been left , will always remember .
You think that we really feel good ?
Do you know we are suffering double much as what you are ?
You don't right ?
I'm very disappointed in you  .
Where is all the love and care we used to shared?
Where did all the heart to heart talk went to ?
There are somethings you might never understand why we did it .
But for some points i believe you do .
I don't believe you are the mastermind to everything ,
But there are somethings , i believe you need to admit you are wrong .
I mean , i believe there are something i did wrong ,
that's why , you have been resorting ways to make me suffer .
I know , i don't blame you either .
One thing i can tell you now is , I only Love AhmadGhuzaili ,
This you also know , Why are you telling different stories when you know it isn't true ?
Why , Do you know when i know it , how heartbroken i was ?
Do you know i went all the way to there , get my heart so shattered ,
you know you saw , yet you pretend nothing is wrong , ignoring me all this ?
I send you a text message when i didn't even do anything wrong to you ,
and you didn't reply , You know the pain that i am having ?
No , you don't , you just think that I'm enjoying myself .
I'm sure you know what i did , after all those things happen .
yet , You add salt and pepper to the things i didn't do .
You know how important is she to me , yet ?
I asked you before , tell me honestly if you dislike me and all ,
Your reply was , " seriously don't have ."
I didn't even realized you have so much hatred in me .
So much . Do you know we could amend all this earlier , if you told me that early ?
You think I'm happy doing all this ?
I can tell you now , I'm not . Not at all .
The min you removed me from _____ , Do you know how my heart breaks ,
I actually cried for that stupid thing ,
but for you ? I don't think so .
All your mind was thinking was , since we aren't that close , why still bother ? Right ?
I hit it .

Just admit that you changed . Look yourself a year ago and now .
Please reflect , You think i like to see you all alone >
You really think i like .
You even forget about her birthday . when we actually thought you would at least text her or call her .
But in the end , you did not .
Do you know , how sad the birthday girl was ?
the one that you hate was me , why must you affect them ?
They did nothing wrong .
Come to me if you want , I will be waiting .

I know you will be seeing this sooner or later ,
I'll be waiting for your call . Or even yours .
^^ , my number didn't change .