I don't know how to react or what to say anymore .
I have been putting positive thoughts in my mind .
But sometimes , the negative part is always pushing it behind.
So What should i really do right now ?
If you wanted me to give up , i can't .
Unless you showed up , i would know you are better than me .
I can't lose to an unknown , cause he is everything to me .
Whether is it real or not , unless you showed up ,
if not it will never end .
Day After Day , Time pass away ,
I realize , the time that i have is fading away .
i can't catch it back , all i can do , is try to cherish as fast as i could .
I can't catch up with you at times ,
i don't even know how to catch you when you fall .
What a good girlfriend i can be huh .
I can't read your mind at times ,
Maybe i don't understand you well .
But sometimes , all i wanted was to hold on tight .
I really don't wished to be a glue ,
but maybe keeping a distance is what you need .
I am sorry , you are walking too fast and i can't catch up .
i might be stressing you too hard huh .
I guess i just have to do what i am supposed to .
I really wished . Very hard .
有時候,我會覺得我配不你.
你可以說我想了很多,
但你和我總有注意這個問題,不是嗎?