I feel like Crying out of a sudden .
I don't know why ,
maybe i have been controlling too much .
i seriously got no idea .
Am i too much ? am I ?
I just don't want to say goodbye .
My love always remain .
It always been crash down again .
I really don know what i can do .
Your tone of words , make me feel that i am just another person .
Maybe i just don't deserve .
I shouldn't have bet on it , seriously it just not a bet .
i am betting all my love on it .
betting all my hopes . & everything .
I have been trying my best . But i guess i never get anything in return again .
How long more do i have to try , How long more do i have to endure .
Swear it all over again .
If i were to let you go . Will you be better ?
I don't want to be the one torturing you .
But it appears to be . I never want to be the scene .
You can say i never grow up , i am childish , i am native.
Seriously , i don't see any wrong even getting a slight hope .
A slight little hope will do .
At least let me hold on to a little . Just a little i am happy enough .
Am i too much .
Once again , i am thinking about , taking the easy way out .
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