Why did everything changed over a month .
I am trying my very best to hang on ,
but it doesn't seem to help anymore .
i feel like giving up ,
but giving up mean , giving up our friendship , giving up our past & everything .
i don't want it , i wished that time could rewind ,
but i know it wouldn't .
Why did you changed so much , i don't even know who the hell are you now .
you are old enough to think , not putting sensetive as an excuse .
where is the past you ? where did you go ?
doing all those nonsense wouldn't lead you to any good way .
remember what you promised us when you were out ?
you said you wouldn't do small kid stuff ,
is it because the more higher you climb , the more face you want ?
you just discharge not long ago , you want to go in again ?
please think twice . don't hurt those that care for you .
People told me about you , but i tried not to believe it ,
but the fact is , you really changed alot , i don't believe that you would do such a thing either .
i only thought you will have alot of troubles , not turning into bullying .
for your age to do such a thing , is really unbelievable .
i cannot see the old you anymore , how much strength do i left ,
i really don't know , can you tell me ?
i am really tired .