wasn't in a very good mood today .
i don know what luck i am walking ,
just that things keep coming and coming .
first like that , then like this ,
god , are you putting a test on me , if yes ,
i rather surrender myself .
everthing is not smooths for me .
can i give up everything , one thing solve another come .
when is everything going to end ?
I don't know why everything i always get cheated .
is it because i am stupid .
why do i always believe people .
why do people know and don't tell me ,
the sudden attack was really like so shocking ?
i think i am really the last one to know .
i failed in everything in my life .
Studies like shit . Relationship was a total failure . Now probation was still shaking .
what on earth is happening ?
Thoses words that you said , i guess it was just another lie .
Love doesn't have a meaning when you hurt me so bad .
You said i give up long ago . what about you ?
your thoughtless words are slowly killing me .
