Today was not too bad.
Went to yinghui hostel to fetch her .
i miss her la can D: she monday then go back .
hmmm . rest of the part i don feel like saying .
so . its okays lars hur .
Bored . what can i do with life , each day getting more and more meaningless . 

i feel like i have been a fool all along .
i felt sick and tired .
when will every single thing end ,
i really envy people who are so carefree , 
why can't i be like them ?
Why do i always give in . 
Love is blind, a waste of my time .