saddening , i still made no friend .
nearly got lost in the school .
i feel like i have lost interest in school already .
I am like going school for the sake of going .
boring day today .
i don't know what has gone into you guys ,
before i went in , The Word BROTHER , seems so great .
when i come out , everything change ,
i wonder why , no matter how i thought ,
i just wished that the scene that i see today was all fake .
how i wish time could rewind .
everything came so sudden , before that you guys are so close .
Misunderstanding , or because of pride ?
is it worth , those days sitting down together ,
laughing , joking , those scenes that you guys are together ,
haven't you guys thought about it ?
problem after problem , when is it going to end ?
brothership is diffcult to find , i don't understand why you guys cannot
Forgive and forget .
think about what i write , where is the brother brother word ?
All gone ? no chance to be close together again like last time ?
Why ? saddening .
is sorry that diffcult ??
Reflect about it . Speechless .
maybe i just don't have the courage to face you .
my brain told me to run , maybe avoiding can be good for the both of us ,
you wouldn't need to held on tight , relax yourself.
everything will be allright . :) cheerup .
i have my reasons .
