Day by day , problems that i am facing is bigger and bigger .
When is everything going to end .
so many things that i have to face .
Today , teacher asked me whether i am interested in school anot ,
just because i am too quiet . -.- LOL .
we talk about alot of things .
Go home , facing my family , i got nothing to say ,
told them what the teacher said , all i get was nagging .
i feel that whatever i do , people seem to think that i have reason behind it .
even staying at home , people will tend to think i have motive .
Sometimes , i feel that i am a burden to everybody ,
am i born to be like this , no matter how i changed my life ,
nothing seem to be different .
nobody will understand , i seem to lost in my life ,
i find no meaning at all , everything to me now is boring.
i seem to make decision for people and not for myself .
i never want to be the problem . can anyone understand ?
