verhh stress nowadays;

not only in my relationship ;

not only at home ;

not only in school;

not only in studies ;

not only in friends ;

but still lots for me go throught ;

who will be there for me ?

u , u or U ;

narhhs , none manns ):

i can't possible hurt myself wibb penknife ;

with heavy smoking ;

neither crying ;

i had enough manns ; feel like dying alr ;

will my fade change ;

will anything be save good for me ?

will did god make my life so misrable ?

did i do someting wrong again ?

maybe , ?

my holidays are here , i can only

stuffed work shifts in my head ;

& nothing else ;

hope that the 2 months of work

could heal my 1 year 7 months of love ;

maybe the couple ring was meant to be a curse hur ;

hahaha , ue must be laughing now ;

things are hard & handy ;

what the hell ;

my love , why did ue leave me ?

why did ue always hurt me like ue always do ,

can't ue talk to me or something ;

does that always work;

nothing is going mend it anymore ;

third time & no more ;

big girls don ever cry ;

if ue believe , ue will be an idiot (:

trust me ; nothing works over a broken heart (:

bye my love , dear ILY